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i woke up one morning and i just rolled
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my head out of the tent and
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right there in front of me were three
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moose standing in the river water
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you know you could smell them you could
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hear them i mean as a filmmaker it's one
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thing i mean first of all the gift is
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just seeing those moments
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so you know right on no matter what
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happens i just saw that and that was
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when you can actually bring that moment
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and your camera together
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and actually nail it like not just get a
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it's it's nirvana man it's magic
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when i left on this journey i felt like
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we used to live in a society and now we
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and it lost all its meaning for me
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is this what you call a midlife crisis
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i left newfoundland in 2015
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on a 24 000 kilometer journey across
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dan's been on a five-year solo
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trek across canada she's documenting
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this this is a film that she's making
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so maybe first thing you can do is is
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paint that picture for us what does it
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a day look like with with diane i can
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tell you that the journey has
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changed a lot from the very beginning um
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when i left i really was solo
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um i didn't have any money i'm an
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independent filmmaker i was applying for
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but i owned my own equipment and i mean
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i'm a cinematographer and i know how to
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make films by myself so
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off i went on this long journey because
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mountain bike riding cross-country
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mountain bike riding and of course i
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think close to 8 000 kilometers i would
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have paddled in a canoe
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i need help moving between these
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different things but i can tell you that
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that help is extremely grassroots
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um nobody's getting paid including
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um this film is being made by the
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and that's what's so cool about all of
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it and at first of course i
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i was afraid of that i'm like how am i
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going to make a film this way
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um but actually you know one of the
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first lessons i learned on this journey
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uh you are what you carry in your heart
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like whatever we create
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wherever we're going it is completely
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influenced by what we carry in our heart
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and i was told that by a mig uh elder
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i got to cape breton after doing
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newfoundland about four months into the
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and i thought that i wanted to do this
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and i thought the old way meant walking
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like no no engines you know just like
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it right down and connect again instead
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you know and reconnect to myself connect
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um ever since i left on the journey as
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i really wanted to pay my respects to
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the ancestors of this land
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and look as an artist of as a way of
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finding a more inclusive story i think
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really that's what our job is as
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is to find a story that helps carry us
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and i think that story is broken right
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now i was looking for wisdom
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but i didn't know i was going to find
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that wisdom in first nation
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communities and in the old way of the
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relationship to the earth
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the eye of science and the eye of
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indigenous knowledge they need to work
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together in order to get a more
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clear picture of the ecosystem it goes
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back to that same question you're asking
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is what have we forgotten we've
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because if you listen to the land she
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i think it's hard for us to see the big
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picture because we're so
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finite in our own existence but not only
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are we connected by the fact that we all
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live on this planet so we all share the
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but we're also all connected in that
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all tomorrow's ancestors and that comes
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with a responsibility
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where i find my hope is in indigenous
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and in some of the traditional
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indigenous wisdom in terms of how we can
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compatibly with the earth take us back
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five years ago when when you first knew
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it was done everything was in place you
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knew and embark in this journey
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yes can you share that that moment with
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us if you could please
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sure well i don't know if anybody here
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uh ever looks at a tarot deck but
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there's one character called the fool
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and uh that was me when i left on this
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five years ago there's something about
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human passion you know like we get these
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there's nothing stopping us until of
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course you take your first step and go
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oh my god like what have i gotten myself
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um so when i left i had way too much
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weight on my mountain bike i was trying
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to carry an entire film studio
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and all my gear it turns out you don't
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need three pairs of pants maybe you just
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i don't know so uh the first 10 days
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you know i was kind of like a little bit
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more type a personality when i left too
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500 days in the wild this turned into
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five years so clearly there was a shift
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and um right so i left
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thinking okay um i got my little
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so if i go 50 kilometers a day you know
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that's what we got to hit
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and so it was day 10 and i realized i
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hadn't even hit the end of day one yet
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so i had to have a really
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sober moment with myself and i'm just
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uh what's this all about like what's the
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and does it really matter and why did
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you even create this thing anyway
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and um and i just i lit a little fire
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and i just burned the schedule it just
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dee it's not why you're out here you're
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for athletic achievement or anything i'm
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as an artist trying to make a film
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there are dangers out there
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did you ever find yourself wanting to
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how many times did you ever look within
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who am i kidding never um partly because
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in order to make this journey i had to
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get rid of all my bills so you make a
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list of every bill you pay every month
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and go okay i gotta get rid of all of
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i'm gonna go out make this film i have
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no money usually you have to die
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to lose all your bills and i can tell
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the best advice i can give all of you is
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do it just wow wow like who wants to run
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right now i'm like can i build a tree
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fort like how can i live for free
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like i don't want to go back to paying
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like it's just crazy like work work work
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to pay for something that you're not
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even in because your work work working
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it it actually stopped making sense to
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me and and this makes sense i mean when
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and i'm just a small little human being
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massive world out here with birds and
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and flowers i just i know my place it's
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sometimes you just need to help in
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we're in this together two little
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what's been the most physically
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uh thing that you've had to do in this
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crazy journey of yours
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every morning getting out of my tent
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angela was physically demanding i gotta
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slowly unroll my body i mean for sure i
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my 55 years every time i wake up in the
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morning but you know it's just like once
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the engine gets going and you start
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it all starts feeling better but no i
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mean i i kept thinking oh well this pain
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is going to go away after
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i get in shape but i guess i mean it's
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five years so i'm still hurting so i i
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i don't think so i i i keep hearing
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i every time i hear you say five years
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it just blows my mind
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you know i if i'm on the road for five
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six days in a row anymore
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hang myself at home you're talking
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i know it's incredible i had no idea
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like you know hindsight right if i'd
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known it was going to take me this long
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would i have ever started it i don't
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a lot of interesting things though when
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i left newfoundland i remember looking
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at the map and going okay here i'm close
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to a community oh okay great i'll feel
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safe there oh there i'll be so close to
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a community i'll feel safe there
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oh in this section i'm gonna be way in
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the middle of nowhere
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oh i'm a bit scared of that interesting
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within about six months into the journey
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looking at a map going oh i'm going to
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be close to a community yuck
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i'm kind of scared of that oh good then
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i'm going to be out in the middle of
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nowhere a few it'll be great
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a huge paradigm shift in terms of where
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i felt safe and where i felt threatened
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no it sounds you know like like you
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five years ago on this adventure and it
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has taken on an entirely different
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personality and yeah as it's
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as it's grown and and from what i'm
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hearing in your words
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a lot of that is almost spiritual is
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i think so grand chief of the migmar
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people he met me on the shores of the
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bridor lake in cape breton after i
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paddled it took me 40 days to paddle
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and um it was amazing you know
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i didn't know he was going to be there
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he welcomed me to the land he gifted me
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and he did he said you know um what you
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in your heart like if every step you
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like every time you're taking a stroke
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of your paddle every time you're walking
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he said every step on the trail we said
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the earth is sacred the earth is sacred
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every stroke of our paddle on the lake
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every stroke of the paddle in the water
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the water is sacred the water is sacred
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and he said if you carry that in your
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heart on this journey you will be safe
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and i've done that and whenever there's
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any fear if i start feeling fear
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i don't feed the fear i start going the
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earth is sacred the earth is sacred the
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water is sacred the water is sacred the
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how do you top this how do you follow
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this act well i mean
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i mean i'm out here making a film right
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so the only thing harder than this trail
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as you know angelo will be for me to
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to finish the film in post-production
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and then to get it out there to the
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world and as an independent that's a
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massive endeavor docklands is a film
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run by the california film institute 500
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days is the only canadian film project
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that made the finals
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and it's crap i know and you helped
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angelo and regardless of the outcome i'm
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i can tell you that the
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number of people who uh voted for this
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project and let me know that they voted
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made my heart very soft i had a few
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yeah you can feel pretty alone out here
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sometimes and just knowing that um
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like people just came out of the
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woodwork to vote for us i just want
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everyone to know that voted for us that
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how touched and how soft that made my
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affiliated myself now with canadian
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parks and wilderness because they're a
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non-profit society they're non-political
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they're all just about
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saving canadian parks and wildlife and
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areas for wildlife to live
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and you know protecting our waters so we
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have the exact same message
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and it's this very sincere collaboration
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and they have a non-profit they're
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so that means if you are if you feel
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called and if you're inspired by this
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and you want to help you can make a
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uh through the cpaws website and some of
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of that money will go to them some of
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that money comes to me and the money
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that comes to me is all going into
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i don't need a lot of money to live out
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here i'm a very simple person
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um so but post-production costs money i
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can do production from the kindness of
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people but post-production as you know
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angelo there's there's only one
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i need del rey me for the
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post-production i got to pay editors and
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it's got to get color corrected and
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sound mixed and all of that
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come this far we're going to make a
12:52
beautiful piece of art so if you feel
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called and you want to make a donation
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you can do that through c-paws you're
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going to be helping a great non-profit
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and you're going to help this film get
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and i'm going to put everybody's name
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who donates is going on the credit list
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without you i can't do it if this show
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so far has not moved you
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we there is no help there's no help for
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take care dude take care
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the other 50 year old women are doing